Don’t you want to know how I felt when I first heard of it?
Pardon me but I don’t have the exact word for it…
It was kind of like this… imagine..
Me…staring at the cassette, holding the record button.. Getting ready to push it…and when the DJ played… I pushed it…shout at the top of my lungs and jump up the bed…and jump..and jump… and dive into the bed..take my pillow put my mouth on the pillow and shouted again and again and again.. Until my throat hurt that I could not breath….
“AAAAAAAaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh”
that’s a direct quote
THAT’S what I call an outburst.
And one would think a person can only do such thing when something major happens like passing the board exams or getting 15 white balls in your thesis…or perhaps getting your first book published…on the lighter side…when this crush you have for 10 years suddenly calls you and asks you out. (and yes he is handsome..may or may not have a car and doesn’t smell)
NO! this happened to me because I heard my song on the radio for the 1st time since 7 years (its not my song. Its by hall and oates’) I mean don’t you think you would react the same way too???
Ok..yeah..yeah ..sure I get it…I’m weird…( ive heard )
you would ask “FOR A SONG?”
well---------- WHY NOT? If one can get really passionate about something…they ought to be given the license to JUST let GO once in a while…even for a little more than 3 minutes
I guess that was one event in my life that , if you examine closely would tell you so many things about me…when I feel strongly about one thing. (if it’s a person? That remains to be discovered)
Seldom do you find people who let their hair down for such a trivial thing. Inconsequential to some, stupid and weird for many. And WHY is that? Has life gotten the best of our Humor and Passion and emotion that we are content to “sit back , relax and enjoy” the show rather than being on the show everyone is enjoying? I for one am guilty of this. But what the heck life is full of contradictions. We learn… we Unlearn…(yes. There is such a thing as unlearning)
Sometimes I wonder if I have gotten TOO CYNICAL AND HARD AND COLD THAT I FAIL TO SEE PEOPLE. If I have let others thoughts influence mine. If I am obsessed in making my own thoughts (which aren’t all mine. I admit)
I beg to recall what Ive been saying before. I will gladly eat my words. Fact is,
Im still learning, everyday, definitions change…it gets to be revised ….it gets to be erased…or worded differently. Life is learned and learning isn’t always getting the answers to your questions sometimes learning is ASKING the basic questions. But then ..hey! I don’t have it all figured out.
WHO DOES?
AND WHO CARES?
I LOVE THE LIFE IVE LED.
WHAT MORE CAN A PERSON WANT?
Pardon me but I don’t have the exact word for it…
It was kind of like this… imagine..
Me…staring at the cassette, holding the record button.. Getting ready to push it…and when the DJ played… I pushed it…shout at the top of my lungs and jump up the bed…and jump..and jump… and dive into the bed..take my pillow put my mouth on the pillow and shouted again and again and again.. Until my throat hurt that I could not breath….
“AAAAAAAaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh”
that’s a direct quote
THAT’S what I call an outburst.
And one would think a person can only do such thing when something major happens like passing the board exams or getting 15 white balls in your thesis…or perhaps getting your first book published…on the lighter side…when this crush you have for 10 years suddenly calls you and asks you out. (and yes he is handsome..may or may not have a car and doesn’t smell)
NO! this happened to me because I heard my song on the radio for the 1st time since 7 years (its not my song. Its by hall and oates’) I mean don’t you think you would react the same way too???
Ok..yeah..yeah ..sure I get it…I’m weird…( ive heard )
you would ask “FOR A SONG?”
well---------- WHY NOT? If one can get really passionate about something…they ought to be given the license to JUST let GO once in a while…even for a little more than 3 minutes
I guess that was one event in my life that , if you examine closely would tell you so many things about me…when I feel strongly about one thing. (if it’s a person? That remains to be discovered)
Seldom do you find people who let their hair down for such a trivial thing. Inconsequential to some, stupid and weird for many. And WHY is that? Has life gotten the best of our Humor and Passion and emotion that we are content to “sit back , relax and enjoy” the show rather than being on the show everyone is enjoying? I for one am guilty of this. But what the heck life is full of contradictions. We learn… we Unlearn…(yes. There is such a thing as unlearning)
Sometimes I wonder if I have gotten TOO CYNICAL AND HARD AND COLD THAT I FAIL TO SEE PEOPLE. If I have let others thoughts influence mine. If I am obsessed in making my own thoughts (which aren’t all mine. I admit)
I beg to recall what Ive been saying before. I will gladly eat my words. Fact is,
Im still learning, everyday, definitions change…it gets to be revised ….it gets to be erased…or worded differently. Life is learned and learning isn’t always getting the answers to your questions sometimes learning is ASKING the basic questions. But then ..hey! I don’t have it all figured out.
WHO DOES?
AND WHO CARES?
I LOVE THE LIFE IVE LED.
WHAT MORE CAN A PERSON WANT?
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